The Back Bones

Rupa orang yang dah nak dapat
Bachelor Degree in Education (Teaching English as Second Language)

Second Class (Upper) daripada UiTM untuk Konvo ke 75.

Senang cerita, macam bride-to-be lah neh!

Abeh duit ayah saya perabih sepanjang 5 tahun.

Tak tahu berapa banyak sel ibu mati sebab merisaukan saya yang jauh.

Ni lah punching bag saya kalau tengah mood swing!

Dengan dia, aku selalu jadi ustazah kecik.

Yang kiri sekali tu, marka baby sis. Macam Ehsan Upin Ipin tak?

My official bedmate - nak kahwin dengan dia, jumpa aku dulu.

Best friend dunia akhirat - Yun, hopefully anda tak marah pinjam boyfriend anda!

Apa pun keluar dari mulut dia ni, macam magic.

When books are sooo last season!

Dedicated specially to

Hafiz Fazre

Hasreen

Munirah

and other names I'm not able to mention here

Congratulations on your second graduation!

I don't think we will know each other

without our determination to learn.

Books bring us together,

don't you think so?

All in all, it has been a great 5-year friendship

(except for Hafiz Fazre of course, we've known

each other since we were 16!)

Hafiz Fazre, I know you just love to check

my result every semester without me knowing it.

It really keeps you moving forward, huh?

I'm honored to 'fight' with you that way.

May we have another opportunity to battle in future.

Master degree, perhaps?

Reen & Munni.

Melaka has beautiful memories.

Remember we cheered for our hostel?

Remember we shouted for our level?

Dikir Barat for Dang Anum?

I think we won't forget 'Doncha' dance too!

I miss my free-willy self being around with you.

Well, I'm pretty jealous since this is your second time.

Tomorrow.

Course: Let Go 101

#1 Forget his birth date. Forget he was born.

Allah, I depend solely on You.

ps: Pray to have strong heart not stubborn heart ;)

Non-rusty heart

Dear you, you still have the magic spell on me.



I don't know when this feeling is going to rust.

I hope it won't.

A Flashback

6 years ago...
16 May 2005: Haziq, Angah and me took flight from school. My mom waited in the car by the school gate. It was all my idea - to escape Teacher's Day school annual celebration. I was a new girl at that time. Worst, I was a prefect.

7 years ago...
16 May 2004: I purposely told my mom that Teacher's Day is a school holiday. Mama and Angah came all the way to my school (I studied at a boarding school at that time) to take me home. I attended Teacher's Day celebration for half an hour (or less, I believe).

Hence, today is the most precious day for Miss Nur Hafiza Bani aka Cikgu Chopstick to extend my apology and gratitude to every teacher I encountered, am encountering and will encounter. I owe you, hereafter.

This year...
16 May 2011: My students and lovely kids wished me Happy Teacher's Day instead. I hope this is not what people called as karma!

p/s: thank you to Sir Gedek for the warm Happy Teacher's Day wish! Yay!!!

Love teaches me strange things [Part One]

365 days after the breakup.

Delete from Facebook: Done ✔
Delete from Msn: Done ✔
Delete from cell phone: Done ✔
Delete from the Heart: Done ✔

ps: Love makes me sick, yet I still hope for it to sweep my feet.

the DARAs

the DARAs.

I'd love to send my syukur (gratitude) to God for sending me
these people to look after me when my pa&ma are not around.

From your left: Zawani, me, Fauzan, Syiera, Kazira.

These people are responsible for me being a fat-ass.
They cook delicious thing everyday.

ps: I always wonder how we can cope with our differences. I guess, God has done a great job here! ;)

my boyfriend.

Tonight, I have discovered a new reality about F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P
between A HERO and A HEROIN
(not a fact because it might not be applicable to every soul under the clouds).

1. I have a male best friend. 'Girls and boys can never be just friends' is just a MYTH to me. He has a girlfriend. I'm happy for him. IMPORTANT FACT: This guy used to be my boyfriend. hehe.

2. Friendship doesn't come along with 'CALL-ME-EVERY-MINUTE-YOU-HAVE' terms and conditions. Me & my guy best friend contact each other once in a month. Or once in a year. But, the 'heart connection' is beyond that. We care and we trust.

3. How do you know he/she is your best friend? Best friends respect each other. Respect each other's opinions, interests, weaknesses. We joke but we don't hurt.

ps: Even when you have opportunities to go beyond friendship, keep in mind that you gonna hurt someone else (if he/she has a love). Be empathetic, be kind.

Dearest Hafiz Fazre,
you are the precious ruby.

I shouldn't have ever looked at you

You showed me love, without words
You gave me your love, without words
You made me hold my breath waiting for you
But you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love throws me away

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it keep hurting?

Without a word, tears fall
Without a word, my heart breaks
Without a word, I wait for love
Without a word, love hurts me

Without a word, goodbyes find me
Without a word, goodbyes come to me
I couldn't even prepare to send you away

I think my heart was surprised

Without a word, it came
Without a word, it went
Without a word, it left

Like the previous fever
I'll just hurt for awhile
Since only scars will be left in the end

ps: May Allah help me with this

A love letter to me.

Just another week.

May all of us are blessed with another year to fight.

Do you know that SPM can kill you?

It's the second week of

'Spine-chilling PoisonousMurderous' exam aka SPM!

*May God bless all candidates (esp. SMKKK Einsteins) with easiness throughout the war!

For the record, I still remember my SHAMEFUL SPM trial results.

5As and...

5Ds!

The 5Ds were Add Math, Physics, Chemistry, Biology, and History.

These 5Ds forced me to work hard and pray hard.

I worked hard, I know I did.

I worked hard till the last minute (a minute before I entered the exam hall).

Alhamdulillah (Praise all to God), I managed to improve the 5Ds for my real SPM.

Add Math & History - A

Physics & Chemistry - B

Biology - C *Thank God I passed this most hateful subject!

I'm grateful and thankful for the result.

FYI, I've been cursed by my Biology teacher for playing truant during her classes.

He he he... That's why I don't deserve any better result than Vitamin C!

Moral of the story, DO NOT BE A-PAIN-IN-ASS creature to your God, family, teachers and friends!

♥ Deepest appreciation that I never had the opportunity to deliver ♥

Allah;

you have answered my doa despite me being ungrateful devotee to u.

Ayah;

thank you for the opportunity to quit MRSM and to attend art class.

Ibu;

for food, drinks, and rides you prepared for me & friends with love.

Khazira;

you have saved the craziness that banging on the door inside me!

Taufiq;

your dreams are my dreams.

Atuk Mah & Late Atuk Chom;

I could only repay your love with daily doa.

Mama;

your concern makes me believe I could survive anywhere in the world.

Ibu Idah;

we have no blood ties but our hearts are always tied together!

Haziq & family;

my true momentum, you moved me forward.

Hafiz Fazre;

you are my No.1 enemy in academic!

5Sc1;

the shared knowledge and memory remain forever.

Teachers;

I always owe you, hereafter.