Alhamdulillah, lavish food on the table for us to break fast today.
Angah went out to a restaurant with a friend to break fast. So it was just ayah,
ibu, apit and me. Suddenly, somebody jumped into the most terrifying topic of life -

marriage.

My parents and my lil brother (apit) kept teasing me. FYI, few weeks ago
there was a young man who wants to get to know me.
Sincerely, I'm sorry but he is like a big brother to me. Our family are very close.
I know, he never meant to go further - engagement or marriage.
But personally I don't want to waste time anymore.
No more puppy love - according to what they called it.

Honestly, there are reasons I kindly said no.
I have weaknesses - loads, I tell you.
I don't cook well, I'm a lazy bum, I have pimples
here and there. I don't have money. I have responsibilities
towards my parents, my younger sister and brother, my aunts.

To the kindest man I've ever known, who sincerely had the intention
to get to know me, I wish things will go flawlessly for you.

Thank you :')

Small things that enlighten me: Chapter One

redza minhat: @cikguchopstick you know a circular reference in excel?

You can't define it prior to getting it, but defining it after getting it doesn't solve the equation.

To Redza Minhat, you just made this silly little girl happy.

I personally feel 'important' and I feel like I'm a serious matter, not a kid.

I feel my voice is heard, what I ask is needed to be considered.

Thank you, Encik Redza :)

my boyfriend.

Tonight, I have discovered a new reality about F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P
between A HERO and A HEROIN
(not a fact because it might not be applicable to every soul under the clouds).

1. I have a male best friend. 'Girls and boys can never be just friends' is just a MYTH to me. He has a girlfriend. I'm happy for him. IMPORTANT FACT: This guy used to be my boyfriend. hehe.

2. Friendship doesn't come along with 'CALL-ME-EVERY-MINUTE-YOU-HAVE' terms and conditions. Me & my guy best friend contact each other once in a month. Or once in a year. But, the 'heart connection' is beyond that. We care and we trust.

3. How do you know he/she is your best friend? Best friends respect each other. Respect each other's opinions, interests, weaknesses. We joke but we don't hurt.

ps: Even when you have opportunities to go beyond friendship, keep in mind that you gonna hurt someone else (if he/she has a love). Be empathetic, be kind.

Dearest Hafiz Fazre,
you are the precious ruby.

♫ music score ♪

Good day, creatures!

I've been spending the whole day with my headphones,
my swollen red ears are the most convincing evidences in this case.

I love to share a beat of a hot-from-the-oven song
*click those big words to listen to the song*
It's my little brother's band - independent and local.

My brother is the vocalist and the bassist. *He has a florescent pink bass guitar*
Oh ya, they have good English songs too and my favorite is The Star
but they are too shy to share the song
*it's a pop lovey dovey song which they are not supposed to be that way*

If you are into music, probably you can help these dudes to reach their dreams.
Kindly follow them on Facebook here or blog here to keep updated with
their latest masterpieces and gigs!

Final words,
to Mr Vocalist, break a leg!
Or I'll break your legs!