First teachers in my life

Ibu and Ayah.

Ibu is a housewife, as she does everything. I don't know where she gets all her strength! She wakes up first and sleeps last. She will make sure every school and work attire is nicely ironed, meals are ready on time, home is clean everyday. She said she had to stop her education in primary school even though she was the smartest among her siblings, and one with highest ambition - a lawyer. It is not a reason for her to not checking ip our homework and helping is to finish it. She is a bless. She teaches me how to be a lady, through examples. I always want to be like her though I know I never be. :)

Ayah. He worked hard since he was young. His salary was so little. I could imagine how happy Ayah and Ibu when they manage to buy their first car after I was born. Ayah, despite his hard work never failed to prepare us with extra worksheets. He taught us Maths. He drew pictures and photocopied for Angah an I. So we spent mornings to do it together. Sometimes we read. We love it like that.

One of the reasons I want to get married is I want to share what I've been through with my kids. I want to be there for them, just like what my parents have done for three of us.

Ibu, Ayah, thank you.

I have moved on.

Flashback - I was dating the most charming boy of my school back in 2005. Blindly waiting for him for years, thinking he'd come back to me.

I finally fell in love with someone else in 2012.

Seven years to forget this guy. First love konon.

Now, this 2005 guy visits and helps my mom everyday at the laundry. And today he patted my head, pulled my ears as he did when we were an item.

And all that flashed in front of my eyes is Basit, the 2012 guy.

Now I am sure whose voice I wanna hear everyday, whose hands I wanna hold, whose hardships I wanna face with.

Basit.

Thank you, Chief. I owe you a lifetime, for bringing back my smiling eyes.

I meow you.

Kita pakai Kancil second hand buruk yang selalu rosak. Ye lah. Nak buat cemana kan. Pulak tu gegar gegar manjang. Tak smooth. Nak buat cenggane. Kita bukan berduit.

Nightmare during days?

Seriously you don't want to send wrong messages to your superior.

I accidentally did.

I sent: Syg, dah check in?

Haaa, betapa teruk bila sent that message to your boss when I was on leave.

Actually I asked him if he has checked in for his flight.

Thank you Tuan Haji Salleh for being so understanding.

KLIA - a twice-a-year visit.

Orang kanan kiri kata mengada nak ambik dia kat airport. Konon romantic drama la?

Ntah. Tu je lah moment ada nak bual-bual sambil mengadap muka. Chini kat Pahang tu tak dekat dengan Kota Tinggi Johor.

The best and probably the only thing I can do for him is to be there when he goes to work and be there when he comes home. So he will know there are hearts praying for his blessings at work and those hearts too, are waiting for him to be home safely.

Tak dapat bayangkan - kerja berhempas pulas enam bulan tak nampak rumah, balik je takde orang sambut.

Though we can't see each other throughout his a month leave, I don't feel bad. I know his condition and he knows my mine.

Rindu tu normal lah kan? :) Lagi lah kita dua jenis tak attach dengan phones all the time.

Believe it or not, we haven't gone out for a date (I mean, just two of us) even once.

We have friends and family to keep us company. Haaa, tak tau nak kata.

Let it be that way, hopefully. I actually wanna be it that way.

Farewell, 2012.

I couldn't list out achievements and failures I made in 2012. It was a tough year, I must say. Dragons won't go easy on you, don't they? ;)

Geared up to begin 2013? I always keep in mind that new year and my birthday that falls after are my very own holiday. I didn't get that privileges anymore. School started at 27th December 2012 for the teachers. I guess it's time to get out of my comfort zone?

I feel like a loser for not having any particular resolutions this year after achieving more than half of my resolutions in 2012. I have to say that I depend on Him. If it is my rezeki, it will be. :) I just wish to give more, contribute to my family more.

If I am allowed to make a wish, umrah with the whole family. That's it. :)

A date with him would be nice too. A quartet date with Ayah and Ibu, Angah and Nasaa, Apit and ??? would be perfect! Yezza, Sunway Lagoon!

I'm looking forward to the mysterious and unplanned 2013. ;)

2013, don't be nice. Be tough on me, so I'll grow stronger. Xoxo.

My cubicle

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