Sharing means LOVE.

Alhamdulillah, I finally received my 1st salary as a school teacher yesterday.

As I have planned, I'd like to buy things for my family.

And yesterday we went shopping! Geee~

I bought two comfy tees for ayah. I really love the colour!

I bought raya shoes for ibu. I hope the Bonia will bring her to good places!

Britney Spears' Midnight Fantasy perfume for angah. She loves the smell so much, I know it!

And a white 32GB Iphone 4s for apit.

Everyone is happy, especially ME :D

I worked hard and this is how to make me feel good.

They ask me what am I going to reward myself?

I have no idea yet.

But just now Azila (a TESLmate) made me think.

Masters is the best reward for myself.

And I want to do it somewhere I really want to go.

InsyaAllah, I will apply it next year.

Please, pray for me :)

The heart-tie

"When a child is born, he/she is a bless to the parents,

whereas when a child is adopted, the parents are a bless to the child"

Gol & Gincu

I wonder what makes you so determined to leave the house.

You have gone through grave hours with them before,

and now you want to leave everything behind?

Khaleesya cried for an hour till she fell asleep,

just to wait for you.

What has gotten into you?

Mama, Allah won't like this.

You took Khaleesya on your own willingness.

No one forced you to do so.

She is your responsibility.

How can you forget that...

Well, Titanic sinks

As much as I didn't expect that I would end this beautiful relationship,

I am always ready for any bad circumstances.

I said to myself that night when I met him before he went for sailing,

'Fi, you can enjoy this candy feeling but don't put too much hope.'

That made me decide to let him meet my parents later.

Thank God to whisper that to my heart!

I actually was confident with him and myself.

I know, distance won't harm us.

But I forgot there were girls before me,

who now can see he is some useful guy.

Some body told me to fight to get him.

FYI, that kinda spirit has gone dead.

I've used it all for my previous guy.

If you love enough, you'd fight to get him back!

Naah, I love him so I let him choose happiness as he defined.

Dear Basit, no one wants to be the second choice.

I need a timeout.

Today I feel a lot better.

Yet, then I think I shouldn't be compromised with him.

I wanted to leave him, that's what I thought.

But at the same time,

I don't want him to live his previous life.

I'm so confused.

Titanic VII

We had the worst row last night.

Up to now.

I just hate it when someone brings up the sex stuff.

Men, what do you expect Apis?

I don't know.

He never acted like that before.

Before his ex-girlfriend comes to the picture.

I don't know.

I admit that we love to give each other virtual hugs and kisses.

Especially when one of us feels so wrong that day.

Despite we were having great war,

he said to me,

'Thank you sebab banyak ajar saya,

banyak buat saya sabar'

Basit, please don't be angry at me :'(

Titanic VI

My love is not based on lust.

So if I don't give you what you want,

don't you dare to doubt my love.

Faham tak?

Titanic V

Since I'm afraid that people out there will find me gross

for telling too many things about him, so I decided to

make a journal for him. I basically write whatever I want to

tell him. He loves to listen to stories. I hope he'll enjoy my effort.

Actually I want him to get to know people around me through my

own writing. I will write every detail so that he could imagine and feel.

I put their photos and stories. I want him to be a part of this too.

On the other hand, I want him to know that I have several

male best friends who I won't leave behind.

I want him to know so that he'd understand.

Anyway, I enjoy writing love letters and journals.

I always wanted to do this.

Thank you to Basit who makes this possible.