Alhamdulillah, lavish food on the table for us to break fast today.
Angah went out to a restaurant with a friend to break fast. So it was just ayah,
ibu, apit and me. Suddenly, somebody jumped into the most terrifying topic of life -

marriage.

My parents and my lil brother (apit) kept teasing me. FYI, few weeks ago
there was a young man who wants to get to know me.
Sincerely, I'm sorry but he is like a big brother to me. Our family are very close.
I know, he never meant to go further - engagement or marriage.
But personally I don't want to waste time anymore.
No more puppy love - according to what they called it.

Honestly, there are reasons I kindly said no.
I have weaknesses - loads, I tell you.
I don't cook well, I'm a lazy bum, I have pimples
here and there. I don't have money. I have responsibilities
towards my parents, my younger sister and brother, my aunts.

To the kindest man I've ever known, who sincerely had the intention
to get to know me, I wish things will go flawlessly for you.

Thank you :')

I'm no loyal anymore!

Did I tell you about my non-rusty heart?

I think I was wrong.

Now, I don't miss him.

But somehow, he'll appear in my dreams or thought.

I think I have a serious mental problem.

Or is this just the 'post-effect' of loneliness?

I mean, I have no boyfriend for almost two years by now.

Am I longing for that feeling and unfortunately he is the one that I

thought perfect for me.

Oh ya, I have new demand for my so-called 'future-man-that-can-ompliment-me'.

He should have the ability to speak English,

fluently. Not because I can speak English,

but because I want English-speaking environment to bring up our kids.

*awwww, berfikiran jauh gitu!*

So, Mr Ying (I am the Yang),

take note please?