I went out with him with Cekyam and Trex.
I actually had spent few private moment with him too.
Don't get me wrong, I drove him to town.
We spent time talking and fighting.
I always love the fighting part. :)
He asked me to do his laundry.
He touched my head like I am a little kid.
He held my hand tight.
He even kissed the back of my hand.
He laid his head on my shoulder for he was
exhausted due to all-day-long games.
All I can do is,
I know he's waiting for someone,
it makes me feel uneasy about it.
Mind you, Alhamdulillah, when he is around,
or when we were alone together,
I didn't feel awkward anymore.
My heart doesn't beat fast anymore.
But I think I still care.
And my most-happiest smile is still because of him.
I still want everything is well-prepared for him.
Well, it's just my nature.
It's not just him. If anyone is coming over to my place,
I'll try to accommodate as good as I can.
I just wish we can introduce ourselves again,
this time around as friends,
no more no less.
ps: Last night, Cekyam, Trex and I went to karaoke.
Trex sang 'All Coming Back to Me' by Celine Dion. #dang!